LOST!

i ever lost many things,
my pulse, that why my IC, my license
my "hard save" money,
my toy,
my favorite shirt,
my friendship,

I sad i hurt,

but i never thought of i will lost him >> Brother

I Lost my brother. I lost him.

i cant get out from this seriously.

i regret what i didn't do ?

i not really close with this brother,

the only memory he gave me is There is a christmas night, i think i was 5 or 6 years old. He fetch me(use the old bicycle) to
my hometown supermarket because there is a "Santa Clause" distributing candy.
the picture always replay in my brain, he is jumping and trying his best to grab some candy just to give it to me this little sister.

when i was young, whenever he win toto or 4D, he will give me pocket money.only give me!

what i have done??

Nothing!!

I never care abt him, i never call him for greeting, i never concern about him, how his life, how his work, never concern if he need any help!
i never do what a sister should do, he just left!!

when i saw him lying in the coffin! i really regret!! i dun know what should i do! i dun know what can i do!!

I REGRET!!! Sorry Ah Ge, may you rest in peace!!